I trusted you when you said that you love me..but dont ever tell me you never leave and promise me that you always there.because i have to believe those lies.
Kapag nakakatulog ako-parang ayoko ng magising pa.
Minsan naiisip ko
Inaalala mo din kaya ako?
Nagaalala kadin ba sa kalagayan ko?
Nakikita mo akong nakangiti
Pero naiisip mo bang nalulungkot din ako?
Madalas kapag naiisip ko ang bukas
Parang gusto ko ng mawala sa mundo.
Parang naduduwag ako at ayoko ng magpatuloy
Madalas sumusuko na ako
Pero sa tuwing gagawin ko
Mas nagkakaron ako ng dahiln para magpatuloy at lumaban.
Nasasaktan na ako.
Nahihirapan sa tuwing magbibitaw ako ng masasakit na salita.
Para akong mamamatay sa tuwing maglalabas na ako ng.buntong hininga
AYOKO NA?! ;sigaw ng sarili ko sa kabilang mundo
Pero dahil may pangarap ako
Heto ako at muling nagpapatuloy.
Araw araw nagsisimula
Araw araw naguumpisa.
its really hard when you are born with a failed face. “ugly”.. because there is no posibility to be loved and thats one of the saddest thing you ever had when you are ugly,
Now i start to live as a simple life…
Waking up in the morning is the reason why am i still fighting.
Until the night that i should have to take nap im still fighting.
Fighting,fighting and fighting.
I admit that im not strong enough to take all of this..
Hoping for oneday that im going to see myself wearing smile again.
I dont know why im still writing a love story..
I dont have any idea that i can still feel the love.
Maybe because of those past happen to me.
While i was in my bedroom.
I told myself.
This will the last time that im going to chase someone.
To someone whos nver been fight for me.
I mean im goin to love a person who only love me.
And stop myself for loving someone and lose them.
Maybe id accept the fact that every people who.become a part of your life.
Will someday walks out it…
sometimes you just feel everything and nothing all at once. sometimes youll find yourself smiling, while missing something at the same time. At timea you can absolutely love a person. All the while wanting to hate them. Life comes without guarantees. Except that smiling will brighten your face. Laughing will enhance your eyes, and falling in love will change your life.
Have you tried to stay up all night while crying because you realize that your family against you..that they cant understand you.ever!!! Its like even though you cried and cried and cried theyll nver make way to just wipe your tears from shattering.. You feel like a small thing because of the fact that your crying alone… They see only those failed things you did instead of approaching your good things.. You show your respect to them but they never respect you…. :’(