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ABOUT

Hey, if you find this profile. You can read things about me. Now you can Start reading.. My name is Justine Lee Rubio. People call me "emo" not in my real name. I am twenty but I am so exhauted. I have my own blog. I do it like my diary- I write everything happen to me. I dont have friends. Love? I tried to fall inlove with some randum people.but in the end they left me alone. So, if you will love me. Try to understand me. Dont ever say you love me if your not willing to be with me forever. I am a fan of spiderman. I don't drink water.(my water is soda) I was with myself since the first time i open my eyes. I am bipolar the so called anxiety disorder. I always ask myself an infinite number of questions. I debate with myself because I dont want to know the answer. I wonder who truly cares about me. Who is just using me, who is there for me; and who is desperately waiting for me to fail. I'm not good enough; that I need to be this,this, and this to be successful and liked. I always crave for the attention I know I can't have. I get frustrated because it's physically imposible to be 100% happy. I want someone to vent to but no one will understand me. I question my value, my worth, my pride, myself, everything, and a very dark place. I dont know where to go from here. I don't even know who I am anymore